This, isn’t what I need right now.

The words I hear, is not the words I want to hear.

The attention I receive, is not the attention I want to receive.

The reaction I get, isn’t what I want to get.

The touch I feel, isn’t the touch that touches my heart.

The kind acts (which I am thankful and appreciative about), isn’t the kind of actions that could comfort me right now.

The words you say, isn’t going to go any further than my surface.