hello! haven’t been updating this space regularly (i’m sorry!!!) due to being so so busy at work and recently, i managed to slow my life down by catching a sick bug. have been having high fever for the past 3 nights… i guess as we grow older, we take longer to recover aye? damn. i refuse to acknowledge that i’m growing old but yea it’s definitely taking some time for me to be pink in health. my brain is probably half-fried but i never once took my temperature. it’s better not to know. a fever is still a fever despite how high the temperature is. denial mode: as stubborn as a bull.
so how’s life? it has been pretty interesting for me. for once this year, i finally questioned about things and when i start, the questions run long and probably about everything too. if nobody can convince me or give me a satisfying answer, that’s when doubt comes in and people start seeking for 2nd opinion. followed by comparing, creating more unhealthy assumptions and doubts, mistrust, ++ assumptions… so on and so forth. so i kinda know what the outcome will be without even being there. i decided to take a step at a time and not let assumptions kill. i gotta experience it myself to know if it is to kill me or make me 🙂 and also through experience will i learn who to trust and who to just smile and let it pass.
i guess i had a pretty fruitful month and although time flies, photos keeps memories forever 🙂 before i flood photos & details about my good april, i wanna share one thing with everyone.
one thing i learnt which i hold close to me:
make small goals everyday, it may be small steps but it will bring you forward.
goals for next week (i’m def looking forward to it!!!!)
#2. back to work!
#3. stay pink in health (recover! health is wealth… and happiness)
#4. meet people who inspire/motivate me in the right light
past week/month was also time for me to “catch-up” with the people i missed/love! 😀
reunited with the friends i grew up with for 10 years and counting… on Easter 😀 it was really nice seeing everyone again after a long time and i’m glad everyone is doing well and is definitely looking good!
and a little surprise element here…
10 years ago :p with my little brother in the middle!
caught up with jacqueline over nam nam & cakes 🙂 i’m overwhelmed with her flying stories but it is definitely a very cool career with great experience and great responsibilities! so proud of my girl. glad we are still in contact, and this time catching over non-alcoholic drinks (whenever mel’s back)
also had a very very good session with the thomson kids @ jamie’s crib. for the first time i’m not drinking because i’m driving. hah, feels good to have responsibility 😡 well, we were very blessed with GOOD food from jamie’s mom. her BCM is CRAZY GOOD and we had my favourite exotic fruits: durians & jackfruit. yumms! heads up was funny especially when the guys started singing along with us instead of guessing the title of the song.
not forgetting, sleepover with……
tada!!!! look who brought his blanket and mine over to my brother’s room so we can have a sleepover together.
my mischievous lion is tired and enjoying the bed with me
besides that, i’m also happy to be back playing social touch on saturday! it’s been great fun and joy getting back into the game. i really miss being on the field and in the game. got to see all the familiar faces again 🙂
lookin’ forward to next week when my girls can come join in together like old times. missed today’s sesh thanks to the fever and flu… i give up playing hero after yesterday’s stunt when i got to the roadshow and 10 minutes of standing got me sitting down for 2 hours and being sent home after. never gonna do that ever again – felt like crap(!!!)
the funniest caption my friend commented on this photo was: #butfirstletmetakeaselfie
hate that song but it really said alot about this photo and today’s sad reality. (i’m part of the trap) social media… photo… phones.. gadgets… so yea. that is a genuine sick puppy face. i was suffering on the way home and slept with a high fever and flu and cough that night. i lost 3kg over the past 3 days. not very healthy i must say, i feel weak and weak. pespiring everyday all-day… it’s weird because i thought pespiring was good because it means the fever is out(???) no? and being girls, it’s so weird how i always complain being fat and when i lose weight…. i don’t want. (contradicting girl…..)
now, lemme get some good rest before the week comes and i better be ready! *flex muscles*
lots of love,