life lessons

High hopes

But I’ve got high hopes, it takes me back to when we started
High hopes, when you let it go, go out and start again
High hopes, when it all comes to an end
But the world keeps spinning around


Kodaline, High Hopes, speak too much about my life trials and secrets.

Being brought up in a convent all-girls school for 11 years has taught me how hopeful I can be for myself and for the world. Life lessons about how there are bad people out there, but also many nice people around. There is always hope placed in everything and anything. I am always a hopeful child.

Some call it, naive. Others, just call it high hopes or in my own world.

Don’t take negativity in that. I learn life the hard way now but it’s all worth it. I am still enjoying the life lessons through experience but definitely remaining hopeful. As always.

Whenever failure happens, don’t let it bring you down. Instead, be hopeful for the better things that might happen after. There are always infinite possibilities, don’t rule out success as one of it.


26.4.14 / catch-up ketchup

hello! haven’t been updating this space regularly (i’m sorry!!!) due to being so so busy at work and recently, i managed to slow my life down by catching a sick bug. have been having high fever for the past 3 nights… i guess as we grow older, we take longer to recover aye? damn. i refuse to acknowledge that i’m growing old but yea it’s definitely taking some time for me to be pink in health. my brain is probably half-fried but i never once took my temperature. it’s better not to know. a fever is still a fever despite how high the temperature is. denial mode: as stubborn as a bull.

so how’s life? it has been pretty interesting for me. for once this year, i finally questioned about things and when i start, the questions run long and probably about everything too. if nobody can convince me or give me a satisfying answer, that’s when doubt comes in and people start seeking for 2nd opinion. followed by comparing, creating more unhealthy assumptions and doubts, mistrust, ++ assumptions… so on and so forth. so i kinda know what the outcome will be without even being there. i decided to take a step at a time and not let assumptions kill. i gotta experience it myself to know if it is to kill me or make me 🙂 and also through experience will i learn who to trust and who to just smile and let it pass.

i guess i had a pretty fruitful month and although time flies, photos keeps memories forever 🙂 before i flood photos & details about my good april, i wanna share one thing with everyone.

one thing i learnt which i hold close to me:

make small goals everyday, it may be small steps but it will bring you forward.

goals for next week (i’m def looking forward to it!!!!)

#1. workout!!!!!

#2. back to work!

#3. stay pink in health (recover! health is wealth… and happiness)

#4. meet people who inspire/motivate me in the right light




rainy cold sunday / with a hangover


my curls were well-behaved yesterday at a wedding ceremony. everything was good, even wearing my favourite-st Sunday dress 🙂

sometimes I wish everything was just a bad dream. that when I wake up, I could tell myself thank God it’s only a dream and to never let it happen in reality.. i hate myself for letting it happen. dont play with fire, they say. but a kid never learn until they get burn and sometimes that’s too late. it may turn into a regretful permanent life changing decision. and you wake up with regrets and a heave of sigh, every morning. undo button. we need a new invention.

oh someoneee just wake me up from this bad dream.