hello! haven’t been updating this space regularly (i’m sorry!!!) due to being so so busy at work and recently, i managed to slow my life down by catching a sick bug. have been having high fever for the past 3 nights… i guess as we grow older, we take longer to recover aye? damn. i refuse to acknowledge that i’m growing old but yea it’s definitely taking some time for me to be pink in health. my brain is probably half-fried but i never once took my temperature. it’s better not to know. a fever is still a fever despite how high the temperature is. denial mode: as stubborn as a bull.
so how’s life? it has been pretty interesting for me. for once this year, i finally questioned about things and when i start, the questions run long and probably about everything too. if nobody can convince me or give me a satisfying answer, that’s when doubt comes in and people start seeking for 2nd opinion. followed by comparing, creating more unhealthy assumptions and doubts, mistrust, ++ assumptions… so on and so forth. so i kinda know what the outcome will be without even being there. i decided to take a step at a time and not let assumptions kill. i gotta experience it myself to know if it is to kill me or make me 🙂 and also through experience will i learn who to trust and who to just smile and let it pass.
i guess i had a pretty fruitful month and although time flies, photos keeps memories forever 🙂 before i flood photos & details about my good april, i wanna share one thing with everyone.
one thing i learnt which i hold close to me:
make small goals everyday, it may be small steps but it will bring you forward.
goals for next week (i’m def looking forward to it!!!!)
#2. back to work!
#3. stay pink in health (recover! health is wealth… and happiness)
#4. meet people who inspire/motivate me in the right light